Friday, October 10, 2008

Introduction

These stories are my mom's reminisces about growing up in rural Kansas in the 30's.
I hope you enjoy them! I blogged them in alphabetical order -- if you would like to read them in chronological order, use this table of contents as a guide:
TABLE OF CONTENTS

Monday, September 8, 2008

THE YARN IN THE COMFORTER

It was Sunday afternoon and Daddy was resting on the bed in the kitchen bedroom. Jenny climbed up beside him on the soft yarn-tied comforter and began pulling out the bits of brightly colored yarn one by one.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” warned Daddy.

“Why?”

“Well, when I was a little boy, one time my Mother was gone and I pulled out the yarn from all the comforters on all the beds in the house.”

“Where was she?”

“Oh, she’d gone to club, and when she got home and saw what I’d done, I got a good paddling.”

Later in the day Jenny said to Mother, “I didn’t know Grandma ever belonged to club.”

“She didn’t. Grandma never belonged to any club in her life. She had ten children and a lazy husband and there was never any time or money for anything like clubs. What ever made you think she did?”

“Daddy said he pulled the yarn out of all the comforters when he was a little boy and his Mother was at club.“

Mother laughed and said, “Well, I guess Daddy always has been a good one with the yarns.”

WHEN THE SAINTS COME MARCHIN’ IN

Jenny knew that her Mother’s parents were dead. They had been dead before Margaret was born. Every year, for as long as Jenny could remember, Mother had cut some yellow roses to put on their graves at Decoration Day. She had heard that someday there was to be a day of judgment when all the people who had ever lived would suddenly rise up out of their graves and come to life again.

Mother often mentioned her parents when telling of the things that had happened when
she was little. Jenny wished she could have known them. She wondered if they would have liked her.

“Say, Mother,” Jenny said one morning.

“What do you want, Honey?”

“S’pose all of a sudden all of my grandparents and great grandparents and people of all ages way back to the beginning would become alive and start walking down the road past the house. Would they make a line clear up to the corner?”

“Oh, further than that. It would be a lot of people, you know.”

Jenny could picture them, a great line of men, women, and children walking single file down the road. Most of the men and women would be tall and skinny. They would be dressed in old fashioned clothing. It would be even more exciting than having the men in a coyote hunt walk past. She would stand at the mailbox and wave hello to each person as they passed by. Maybe she would tell them who she was. Maybe there would be someone in the line who looked just like her. There ought to be, out of this many relatives. People were always saying she looked like somebody on one side of the family or the other. Maybe it would take all morning for the people to pass by. Maybe all day, or maybe several days and several nights.

Jenny thought about the man and woman at the end of the line. Even they would be her great great great great great ... how many greats she couldn’t imagine. What would they look like? What would their names be? Why, Adam and Eve, of course.

Sometimes Jenny was overwhelmed by her own thoughts.

WHEN THE ROOF LEAKED

It started to rain hard that afternoon. Soon there were little puddles standing all around in the yard. More rain fell into the puddles. Jenny thought the bigger rain drops looked like duck’s feet as they splashed into the puddles. Sometimes they looked like corn flakes.

Drip drip plip plop. The roof was leaking onto the floor by the stove. Mother set the dishpan under the leaking place. Now it went, ”Plink plink plank. Drip drop plip plop. Mother got another pan. Now there were two plink plink planks. Drip drip plop plink plink plank. The drips and planks made music in the kitchen. Mother got more pans, kettles and buckets until the kitchen floor was nearly covered with things to hold the water that leaked through the kitchen roof. There had been a bad hail storm about a week ago.

“I told you you should have fixed that roof last week,” Mother said to Daddy. “Now it’s leaking like a sieve.”

They moved the kitchen furniture into the into the adjoining bedroom and the dining room. Mother put on an old raincoat and boots as she moved from pantry to kitchen to bedroom. Jenny and Margaret were milling around in the dining room and the kitchen. Daddy made coffee on the dining room heating stove. Mother put plates and cups and silverware and a bowl of cold baked beans and a big plate of bologna sandwiches on the table. It was crowded, but they still managed to squeeze around the table in the bedroom for supper. As Jenny sat in her high chair eating her bologna sandwich, she thought the meal tasted extra good tonight.

Jenny could hear the frogs singing in the draw. They always sang after a big rain. Sometimes they sounded like lots of water rushing. There was lots of water in the kitchen.

“It sure is nice,” Jenny thought happily to herself, “when the roof leaks and you have to eat in the bedroom.”

WHEN MOTHER WAS SICK

Mother had just finished the breakfast dishes that summer morning. She threw the dishwater out the east door and hung up the dishpan. Then she made her way into the bedroom off the kitchen and lay down on the bed.

“Mother! Are you sick? What’s the matter?” Mother never laid down at this time of the morning and seldom in the afternoon unless it was on a Sunday.

“I can’t go on any longer,” answered Mother. “I’ll just have to lay down for a little while. I must have caught this summer complaint that’s been going around.”

Jenny went into the bedroom and looked at Mother. She started to climb on the bed beside her.

“You run along and play, honey. I don’t feel very good.”

“Are you goin’ to git up pretty soon?”

“Maybe. Now be a good girl.”

Jenny went back out to the kitchen. Margaret was bouncing a rubber ball outside. The kitchen seemed empty and quiet. There was no clatter of cooking, no smell of bread, cake or pie baking. The floor needed sweeping. Jenny could hear the flies buzzing and the clock ticking. A hen was singing a contented hen song from somewhere in the yard. The yellow morning sun shone through the cracked places in the dark green window shade on the east window, making a pattern of branches on the floor and part of the wall.

“Jenny went to the bedroom and said, “I’m goin’ outside.”

“All right. Why don’t you see what Margaret is doing?”

Jenny went out the screen door, which was black with flies, letting it bang behind her and disrupting the flies so that they flew up in a cloud. Margaret was still bouncing the ball up and down.

“Do you want to play with me? I’ll let you chase the ball when I miss it.”

“Okay.”

Margaret was being nice to Jenny today. They didn’t even quarrel. It was fun, for a while,
to chase the elusive ball, but the sun was hot, and they tired of the game, and went back inside the house. Mother was throwing up into the wash pan. The throw-up had a bad sour smell. She had gotten the chamber pot from the closet, because she had diarrhea too, and knew she wouldn’t be able to make it to the outdoor toilet in time. An awful smell came from the chamber pot. too.

“Poor Mother,” sympathized Margaret.

“Poor Mother,” murmured Jenny.

Mother went back to bed. Near the east door sat a bushel basket of blue plums, ripening in the sun, waiting to be canned or made into preserves.

“Can I have a plum?” Jenny asked.

“Go ahead.”

Jenny put a whole plum into her mouth, making her cheek bulge. She punctured it with her teeth and the sweet juice oozed out. Next she chewed on the plum; the skin was more sour than the rest, but it was good too. She threw the seed out the door, disturbing more flies from the black curtain of flies on the screen. Some came into the house. She ate several more plums, throwing the seeds into the cob basket.

A car came down the road, leaving a cloud of dust behind. It was Ernie, the rural mail carrier.

“I’m going to meet the mail carrier,” Margaret announced importantly.

Jenny ate another plum. Margaret returned shortly.

“What was the mail?” Mother called from the bedroom.

“Just the Daily. I talked to Ernie.”

“What did he have to say?”

“I told him you were sick with flu and he said that was too bad and that lots of people in town were having the flu too.”

Margaret spread the newspaper on the dining room rug and began reading the funnies to herself. Jenny ate another plum. The morning dragged on. Finally Daddy came in from the field. Jenny and Margaret were both glad to see him.

“Read me the funnies, Daddy,” Jenny begged, tugging at his hand.

Daddy immediately inquired, “Where’s Mother?”

“She’s sick,” Margaret explained. Got the flu.”

Daddy went into the bedroom.

“Feeling pretty tough, are you Mother?” he asked softly.

“I felt faint and had to go to bed. I’ve been vomiting and running off the bowels all morning. I must have caught the summer complaint at the picnic last week.”

“You stay right there. I’ll take care of everything. What do you want me to fix for dinner?”

“Oh, just fry some eggs and open up a can of corn.”

Jenny followed Daddy around the room as he started a fire in the kitchen range and began preparing the noon meal. Margaret brought in a basket of cobs and set the table. Daddy cursed under his breath as he dropped some eggshell into the eggs in the skillet. He opened a can of corn and put it into a pan on the stove, but burned it a little. He made coffee for himself. Margaret set the table and got out the loaf of home made bread and some butter.

“Isn’t Mother goin’ to eat ?” Jenny asked, as just the three of them sat at the table, but nobody answered. Daddy cut up Jenny’s egg, but it was all crisp around the outside and scratchy to her throat when she tried to swallow it. She put her fork down. He put some corn onto her plate, but part of it was brown and burned and she couldn’t eat it either.

“Eat your bread and butter, Sis,” Daddy coaxed.

Jenny glanced at the thick uneven slab of bread.

“Mother doesn’t cut it that way,” she whined, and refused to touch it.

Daddy leaned back in his chair and read the newspaper and then said he had to go back to the field. He told Margaret that she should go ahead and wash the dishes. He went out to the tractor shed to get gasoline for his tractor and then climbed onto the tractor seat. The tractor made its pop pop sound as he drove it out of the driveway and on up the road.

Jenny picked up a plum and went outside to the brick walk where the yellow cat was sitting in the sun. She squatted down beside the cat.

“Are you hungry?” she asked it.

The cat said,”Yow.,” as if in reply. When it “yowed,” Jenny looked closely at the inside of its mouth. Mother had said that all cats have worms under their tongues, but Jenny could never see any. When she finished her plum, she placed the seed beside the cat’s soft paw. It sniffed at the seed and looked up inquiringly at Jenny for something more palatable. It missed the usual offering of table scraps. Sometimes Mother made milk gravy for the cats and dogs when there weren’t enough table scraps.

Margaret washed the dishes and told Jenny to dry them and whispered to her that if she didn’t, she’d wash her face with the dish rag. Jenny dried them as best she knew how. They felt greasy and smelled funny. She put the knives and forks away, but couldn’t reach the cupboard to put the dishes away, so Margaret did this.

“That’s a good helper,” Mother told Margaret.

“I helped too,” Jenny said. She ran her hand along the top of the oilcloth on the kitchen table. It felt greasy. Her face and hands felt greasy and sticky . The beds weren’t made and the house had a topsy turvy look. She ate two more plums. They didn’t taste as good as they had in the morning. The plums didn’t quite reach the top of the basket now.

Jenny went into the dining room and lay down on the rug, soon falling asleep. When she awoke, her tummy ached. She went to the bed where Mother was and started crying a little.

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?”

“My tummy hurts.”

Mother took one look at her and hurried to get the wash pan. She lifted Jenny to the bed and put the wash pan on a chair beside the bed. Then she put her hand on Jenny’s forehead. Jenny’s stomach gave a few painful jerks and out of her mouth and nose and into the wash pan came plum skins, plum pulp and plum juice. Her eyes watered and she cried some more. The wash pan kept filling up with plums, plums and more plums. They tasted terrible and her stomach kept jerking.

“My, but you ate a lot of plums!” said Mother in surprise. “Poor little dumpling. Looks like you caught the summer complaint too.”

WEED SEEDS

Jenny was strolling around in the yard north of the house one morning. in April. She walked among the sour dock which grew as high as her head It was like being in a forest. As she pulled off a long green leaf, she noticed the clusters of seeds on the sour dock. They were starting to turn brown. She decided to pick some for her playhouse. She could play that the seeds were cereal.

Jenny went to the empty cans Mother had thrown away behind the chicken house. She selected a large Hershey’s cocoa can and decided it would do. She took the can and went back to the weed forest and began sliding off handfuls of seeds into the cocoa can. She made plans to feed the seeds to her “children,” two old dolls that had been relegated to the playhouse.

“Now eat your cereal,” she would say, “or Mama will have to spank.” Jenny had never been spanked for not eating food, but she knew of children who had. It would turn out that the “children” wouldn’t want their cereal. She would turn each one across her knee and spank them. How the children would cry. Then she would say sternly, “Hush now, or Mama will give you something more to bawl about.” When the cocoa can was heaped full, she took it to her outdoor playhouse in an abandoned hog house and set it in her orange crate cupboard.

She felt thirsty and tired, so she went to the house and dipped a dipper full of water from the water pail, taking deep gulps of water and letting the dipper drip on the kitchen floor. Mother had made chocolate pie for dinner and had saved the pan for Jenny to scrape out with a spoon. It always tasted much better this way than it ever did in the pie. She sometimes wondered who scraped out the cake and pie bowls and pans in homes where there were no children.

Soon after dinner that noon, Jenny’s hands and fingers felt hot and itchy. She saw that they were covered with little red pimples.

“Look here, “ she said to Daddy, and spread her hands out before him. Daddy called Mother’s attention to the spots. They wanted to know where she had been playing that morning.

“I slid brown seeds from those tall weeds north of the house into a cocoa can ,” she told them

“You didn’t eat any, did you?”

“No, of course not. They were pretend food for my old dolls in the playhouse.”
They told her this was sour dock and that she should stay out of it. Then Mother made a smooth white paste from baking soda and water and put it on Jenny’s hands and fingers . It felt cool and soothing and made the itching stop for a while. Whenever it began to itch again, Mother would put on more paste. By evening, the spots were gone.

Jenny thought about the cocoa can with the weed seeds in it. Tomorrow she was going to dump them in the ditch. They wouldn’t have been good for her “children” anyhow.

WEDNESDAY’S CHILD

      
Wednesday’s child is full of woe.


Hank grew to be a tall, lean, straight backed, handsome man with coal black hair and a pleasant respectful attitude toward those he trusted. He would do anything for a friend, but in his mind, most of the world was against him and he was quick to take offense. As the years went by, he appeared destined for bachelorhood, but when he was in his late thirties, he was charmed by the spontaneity, the good nature, happy laughter and flirtatiousness of seventeen year old Beulah, who had moved from Arkansas to the small town in Kansas, with her family, where they ran the town’s only hotel. Hank and Beulah were soon married, and the two of them and his beloved mother, who had no one else in the world, moved to the tiny house on the farm located on fertile creek bottom land across the road from the farm where Jenny’s family was to live. Hank was as lean as Beulah was fat. They were like Mr. and Mrs. Jack Sprat, or perhaps a nail and a pumpkin. When Hank sat there so straight and lean in his cast iron tractor seat, with his flat cap on his head, from a distance, he looked just like a nail. Though both Hank and Beulah worked hard, and the land was good, poor business decisions were made and they struggled to eke out a living when the dry years of the thirties came along. It almost seemed as if he willed himself to fail, thinking it his lot in life. He had never experienced much success and seemed unable to pull himself up and overcome adversity as so many do.